wants it all.

grr.
there's something to be said for greediness -_-".
also something called - "learning from past mistakes".
mannnn.
i can remember SO many times where i'd be trying to push my way thru a pile of deadlines and i'd promise promise myself that this is the last time i'd do this to myself.
and next wknd? it's right back to another pile of extracurriculars that i claim that make life worth living.
and every once i a lil while. i get maybe one day of nothingness... and something will come along and remind me why i had made myself so friking occupied.
to be quite honest. it's been extremely effective. and rather productive. =)
but MAN my body is craving for a break.
my brain literally can't hang on to another data point or building name. lol.

let's work this list down. i can DO this.
... promising self. yet again.
after this summer. no more. i swear.
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