it's one of those nights where i'm just online and... waiting. haven't had this for so long. mostly because china was too busy too fast and too much to allow for this kind of emptiness and idleness which then leaves me hanging online waiting for something to happen. for someone to talk to me or for emails to come in.
funny contrast to the fear of the cell phone ringing/text coming in/overflowing inboxes that plagued me everyday in beijing. not that i'm ready or even have the slightest desire to go back to work... but just something. to know that i'm not alone.
i know i should be updating 831. but just updating 3 posts exhausted me. probably because i went back and decided to click on this 2-letter tag and reread all posts regarding the tag. not a good decision.
i need to re-find friends in this city that everyone seem to have left.
i also need to figure out my life with real internet now. LOL. do i need to get msn again? o.O?
and i still need an un-831 place to be now that i seem to have time to actually "blog"/ramble again.
tumblr for non-831 stuff?
*shrugs. until i figure stuff out. this remains my hiding place =).
