and i rmb.

i drove for the first time in over 9 months today.
missed driving so much in beijing.
but then was traumatized from our roadtrip in Europe.
so was scared to drive ever again. lol. but drove today. and man it was amazing.

... driving down the most familiar route, back to the most familiar neighbourhood.
it's amazing to be in an area where i know where people live.
where i know what's at every turn and every corner.
to go back to that mcDz that we watched getting built.
to pick up people like old times.

... it's funny. we were talking today.
about how the past 4 or 5 years of my life is a massive blur where i rmb next to nothing.
even beijing... i barely remember. except for the big things. o.O. i don't rmb much.
yet... i remember that year. those couple of years.
i remember us. i remember everything about that neighbourhood.
i remember everything that transpired there.
there are moments that are as vivid as if they happened just yesterday.
i still remember every word. every ...
funny eh? =P. i love/hate that area =).
it makes me go back to being someone who no longer exists. lol.

and driving home, back down the most familiar roads.
突然发现，原来疯狂的忙碌，与车里震耳欲聋的音乐，都一样。
其实都只是麻醉药而已。
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