silence is golden.

“Be silent unless what you
Say is better than silence.”

came across this on someone's blog.
it's funny how i totally don't follow that.
and the world knows when i'm trying to procrastinate/trying really hard to actually do some work.
cuz the sudden outpour of mental diarrhea clogs up this blog.
man this stupid case that i gotta write. grrr.
but yes. i believe different places, different environments, with different people... makes me a different person. or drags me back to being someone i once was. more on this later. but yeah. w/ ff. sometimes i think silence is a luxury. cuz everyone waits for me to say something stupid cuz i talk to fill in the silence. and half the time i don't pay attn to what i'm actually saying. o.O.

can't think.
just...
another case of an infidel male.
and it makes me wonder how i ever expected to trust.