Sunday, October 19, 2008

living for the moment.

so many places to go.
so many things to try.
so many people to meet.

i say things and do things that i don't mean.
i hear the word and i wonder who said them.
i see the reflection and i wonder who she is.
i act and i wonder who she's portraying.

i surprise myself.
she's not me.

the more i feel like ppl r trying to get to know me.
the more i do this.
i put me away and show them what i think they want to see.
i don't know who she is.
i don't know why she does this.

living for the moment.
each moment, each situation, she's a different person.

who is this mad woman.
i'm not her.
where did she hide me?

1 comment:

cinpee said...

REALLY you always feel the same to me. but i'm not a very keen observer :(. next time we hang (WONT BE SOON LOLZ) i'll take notes and i'll give you a full-out report on 'who you are' vs 'who you should be' vs 'who you think you are' and you can figure it out :D.