.....

... i know u don't believe it.
but it physically hurts me to see how much this is impacting u.
i want to tell u that no. nice guys don't finish last.
but then i have no back up explanation for what did happen.
it's really. actually. not you. it's me. like. actually.
i wish i could be ur girl too.
i wish i could be that girl again.
i just... don't know how to explain it to u.
u should just write me off as the heartless bitch that i am.
and find a girl that deserves your love.

i'm sorry. i really am.an