happiness deferrers.

came across this randomly today.

http://iwanttobeaca.blogspot.com/2009/08/happiness-deferrers.html

i think it relates to everything. not just CA-wannabes.
i think i've finally stopped being one.
after years and years of "just one more week. let me just get thru this week and it will all be okkay."
my goals and "milestones" stopped working for me after summer of first year.
again.
life should be spent doing what makes me happy. =)
and for now. that means vball & friends & chill =)