ahhhh. mad cram for test in 82 minutes. mad mad mad cram. LOL.
then i can say i'm officially done one course for the term =D. excited!
anywya. falling at stauff. and started listening to LP - cuz the only thing on my playlist that's not all like. slow and melancholy and uhhh. lithargic. haha.... but mannnn. o.o. LP.. LOL. suddenly i listen to the lyrics and i'm like... whoa.... funny. funny how it used to say everything. funny how i'm totally okay. LOL.

such a vivid dream the night before last.
and i'll admit that in the moment. it was wonderful. and i missed u. i missed us.
but then it's all so amazing how it's all totally fine now. haha.
i hope u r well.

GAH. xmas plans. LOL. darn....
my um... propensity for awkward situations have declined significantly in my old age. LOL. i think when i was younger, these awkward situations were a strange curiosity to me and i embraced the awkwardness. LOL. but now... as i stare at the guestlist of yeses i'm just like. lmao..... let's avoid and not make things awkward. =P. oh dear xmas.... LOL... dear toronto and ghosts of xmases past. LOL. *awkward laughter. hahaha. =P
btw. this reminds me of what she said abt me a couple months ago. "see. the old tee would've been like... oh... hole!... *JUMP. lol. whereas nowwwww. it's like... oh ew. hole. uh... *skips around happily, avoids hole and keeps going =DDDDD" LOL. sometimes i think maturity is awesome. maybe getting old isn't so bad after all =P.